Fear

Fear
Irrational Fear
I'm spinning crazily
but nothing is moving
who am I?
Does he love me?
Will I become something?
I'm no Queen Elizabeth,
Strength, I do not have...
but love I do...
slipping farther and farther away,
Where's my trust?
Then I remember the crisp blue suit...
And the all too familiar betrayal resurfaces!
Buy my world stopped moving a long time before.
What it caused by the love I lover for most?
Why can't I look to the heavens for peace?
Instead, I'm here...
looking at my feet,
urging to find me peace.